sitting here waiting for a feeling
that I thought I would have.
instead there is a mixed up jumble
of emotional mush. not overwhelming,
not sad or joyous, just…there. no
clarity. no rhyme or reason. am i
so flooded with emotion that i cannot
feel it? am i broken because i don’t feel
the joy in the reality that i did
days ago in the hope?
fraught
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