i want to scream.
i bite my tongue.
i want to be astonished.
i am not surprised.
i want to feel joy that you are saying what
i have always said.
i distrust your words.
i wanted your time and attention
but you have always been too busy.
i want you to be honest with yourself.
i know this will not last.

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